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Don’t compromise yourself. You are all you’ve got.–Janis Joplin

 

Don’t listen to those who say, “It’s not done that way.” Maybe it’s not, but maybe you will. Don’t listen to those who say, “You’re taking too big a chance.” Michelangelo would have painted the Sistine floor, and it would surely be rubbed out by today. Most importantly, don’t listen when the little voice of fear inside of you rears its ugly head and says, “They’re all smarter than you out there. They’re more talented, they’re taller, blonder, prettier, luckier and have connections…” I firmly believe that if you follow a path that interests you, not to the exclusion of love, sensitivity, and cooperation with others, but with the strength of conviction that you can move others by your own efforts, and do not make success or failure the criteria by which you live, the chances are you’ll be a person worthy of your own respect.–Neil Simon

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Today. Begin.

Everything

You’ve worked for

Imagined

Dreamt

Longed after

Mourned

 

Today. Now.

Whatever

You had pictured

Envisioned

Slept on

Chased after

Sorrowed for

 

This day. Stop.

Whoever

You’ve projected

Pretended

Posed as

Run from

Scorned

 

Today. Just live.

What are you still running from?

Waiting for?

This is not a test.

You will not be graded.

 

 Just be.

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In my own time

I may find

A broken heart

Becomes then one

Of a kind

 

In a heartbeat

Things can change

Then everything

Once close has gone

It’s own way

 

In your own time

You had to see

It isn’t always easy

But no one said

It would be

 

For what it’s worth

Time will tell

I understand

No water draws

From empty wells

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I take this bread

This cup for me

You shed

My weight

My so mistaken

Life

So long mislead

 

Take this blessing

Drink of you

Forgiven

No more owed

This painful suffering

Of human due

 

Eat this gift

Given freely

Never once begrudged

Swallow reprieve

From worldly bondage

In acceptance of this

 

I take this bread

And drink of you

Wash over me anew

Let me begin 

To know again

You will stand me through

 

Justice yours

I need not bear

This cross of bitterness

Wordless

In remembrance

I await

My saving grace

Tasting mercy

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My Muse departed

On a desert highway

Glimpsed briefly through a watery wavy wall

Just before I hit the brakes

Just before I let go

 

It might have been two hours

Maybe more

Broken

I sat tearing from me

My heart in shards

Cell phones in my hands

Shrieking crying beseeching God

Why?

 

I departed

On a desert highway

I was glimpsed briefly through a wavy wintry wall

Just before I lost myself

Just before I let go

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Forgive me

My truth

My integrity

My backbone

 

Forgive me

For standing

Not laying down

For rising

And not giving up

 

Release me

I will fly

And crawl no more

Please

 

Forgive

My strength

My spirit

My surviving

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It’s so lovely out tonight

Hills soft silhouette

On soft bright sky

Stars are shining

The moon is wild

Warm wind croons

It’s velvet sigh

 

I’m so lonely out tonight

I know I could be somewhere

If I just had the heart

I still see the cool clear fire

Of your eyes

I can see the promise

In your smile

 

And if I’m quiet

When stars fall from above

And if I make wishes

When I lay my body down

Maybe my tender heart

Will find a way back home

Maybe I’ll find a love

Of my very own

 

It’s so lovely out tonight

Soft silhouette

Passing softly by

Stars are shining

The moon is wild

Warm wind brings 

A velvet sigh

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Sanctuary in your arms

The place I’ve longed to be

Refuge I’ve been dying for

I find myself received

 

Sanctuary in your arms

I never would believe

A hunger that has always been

Has finally been relieved

 

Restless heart has always been

The lonesome guide in me

Now I find I’m home again

I never want to leave

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I waited

Your picture faded

With every passing moon

 

Nights I lay

Just waiting

Time after time for you

 

Hours wasted

Going crazy

Lonely in my room

 

I hated

This craving  

Like some psychic tattoo

 

Baby

Just maybe

You’ve got one too

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I loved you

I did not really know this

Or I did, and I hid and I bit

It back

For the taste of this

Too sweet for you to swallow

 

While I could not show you

Neither would I conceal it

Entirely

Anyone could see all I spurned

For the moments you gave

Sparingly

Mine

Ours

 

I needed you

You did not really know this

Or. You did, but hid and bit

This back

For the taste of it

Too sweet for me to swallow

 

Even in your

Oblivious attention

To the ghosts you chased

Those anchors on your soul

The mists of bad dreams

Solid in your holding of them

You knew

And closed your eyes

 

Where it does not show

Still it reveals itself

Entirely

Anyone can see what turns

On moments given

Not so sparingly

Yours

Ours

For the taste of it

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