You see now. I didn’t know it would be like this. Who in their right mind would have ever taken it on had they known? I didn’t know the thing would follow me here. I thought I was safe from its nose, always sniffing the wind and watching for movement, any movement. I hid in [...]
Posts Tagged ‘redemption’
You See Now…
Posted in Fiction, Musings, tagged addiction, Beauty, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Horror, Love, Passion, Personal Journey, predator, redemption, Secrets, shadows, Sorrow, terror, Waiting on May 16, 2011 | 2 Comments »
Mess of Dreams
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, Age, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Dope, dreams, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loneliness, Love, memories, memory, Mirror, Personal Journey, Pictures, Poem, poems, Poetry, redemption, Reflection, Solace, Sorrow, Soul, Youth on October 17, 2009 | 7 Comments »
I stumbled onto you A picture, no less In fact there were three Grinning in one Head thrown back Softness apparent New to me Black shades the next Guitar aimed Like an arrow At her heart But the last The soul heavy tired eyes I remember these Even now So old [...]
Injustice
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged betrayal, Breaking Silence, Darkness, heartache, heartbreak, Liar, lies, Loss, Personal Journey, predator, redemption, Reflection, Secrets, shadows, Silence, Speaking Out, truth on August 31, 2009 | 2 Comments »
What are you going to do? Arrest me? I’ve been myself for this long now, how could you think I would stop? And I never could stand injustice. It’s been said that when I believe in something, I’m like a dog with a bone. Not the most flattering analogy, but likely true. In fact, I [...]
I Saw You
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged addiction, Beauty, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Desire, Dogs, Driving, forgiveness, Green Eyes, heartache, heartbreak, Longing, Love, memories, memory, Passion, Personal Journey, Pickup Trucks, redemption, Reflection, Secrets, Soul, Thoughts on July 15, 2009 | 4 Comments »
A smoky golden eye. Green flashes sidelong, blazing. Shocks of bright blonde flying forward, and curls of chocolate tumble from under straw. Like clouds under sun. A warning: things are not always just what they seem. Are they? Ensconced in shiny black, nestled in leather, giving it the gas. A satisfied purring powers down the [...]
Do I Forgive You?
Posted in Poetry, tagged abuse, Agony, betrayal, Broken, Broken Spirit, Child Abuse, Darkness, Death, fear, forgiveness, Hate, heartache, heartbreak, Hell, Love, memories, Peace, Personal Journey, Poem, poems, Poetry, predator, redemption, Reflection, Soul on May 12, 2009 | 10 Comments »
Do I forgive you? Do I? Do I really? Hate you I loved you I wished you dead A little girl I knew even then Shocked into knowing Nothing would stop you Only the ash and dust You finally became Dead You are dead So many years now Hate [...]
No Place Left
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Alone, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Bus Tickets, Desperation, Determination, Dignity, God, Gratitude, heartache, heartbreak, Homeless, Homeless Women, Homelessness, Humility, Hunger, Love, Peace, Personal Journey, Prayer, redemption, Street Life on May 8, 2009 | 3 Comments »
No Place Left I made a wrong turn, or maybe two. That’s how I ended up seeing her and not being able to miss her—as if I would have anyway. She was riveting. I found myself wondering if everyone else passing noticed her too, or if she blended in with all the other homeless [...]
Black Pearl
Posted in Poetry, tagged Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Desire, heartache, heartbreak, light, Loneliness, Longing, Lost, Love, pain, Passion, Peace, Pearl, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, redemption, Reflection, Secrets, shadows, Solace, Sorrow, Soul, Thoughts, truth, Waiting on March 27, 2009 | 10 Comments »
Dark girl So long you sleep Beside me Black pearl, rise Awaken; shine, my Love I am your dream Darkness So long you lay In wait Black pearl, come Arrive now, we are one Beautiful, my Love I will stay Dark one So long this time Without my eyes Dark pearl, take [...]
Sacred Salt
Posted in Poetry, tagged Agony, Angst, Bird Food, Broken, Broken Spirit, comeuppance, Darkness, Despair, Destruction, discernment, Endings, Food Chain, Full Circle, Garden, judgement, Justice, Liar, pain, Pest, Pity, poems, Poetry, predator, Protection, redemption, Reflection, Sacred, Salt, Scavenger, Soul, Thoughts, Torment, Tough, truth on March 11, 2009 | 3 Comments »
His soul Almost transparent now The dregs Squirming at sunlight Foaming and withered To a stain In the salt of truth She doused it with It lay Wheedling Convincing and in moments Even pitiable Such agony No one could inflict Such pain Such cruelty No one would wish This torment [...]
Donut Angel
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged addiction, Alcoholism, Angel, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Dignity, Dope, Gratitude, heartache, heartbreak, Homeless Teen, Homelessness, Hope, Hunger, Loneliness, Lost, memories, memory, pain, Peace, Personal Journey, redemption, Reflection, Sobriety, Solace, Soul on March 8, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I don’t remember much about him, but I have never forgotten him either. My impressions are now of gentleness and a small stature. Brown shaggy hair and glasses. Some kind of coat. A nondescript man, not young, not old. But the gentleness, this I remember with clarity. Somewhere in my wandering, my reeling, he [...]
Tasting Mercy
Posted in Poetry, tagged Bitterness, Blessing, Broken, Broken Body, broken heart, Broken Spirit, Communion, Darkness, forgiveness, Grace, Grief, heartache, heartbreak, Holy Communion, Hope, Human, Justice, Loneliness, Longing, Love, Mercy, Peace, poems, Poetry, redemption, Remembrance, Reprieve, Soul, Suffering, Surrender, truth, Waiting, Yearning on February 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I take this bread This cup for me You shed My weight My so mistaken Life So long mislead Take this blessing Drink of you Forgiven No more owed This painful suffering Of human due Eat this gift Given freely Never once begrudged Swallow reprieve From worldly bondage In acceptance of this [...]