Now that you’ve taken everything Tell me how does it feel to need more Now that you’ve drank your fill Tell me how does it feel to be bored Now that you’ve spent all your time How do you know you’re too late Now when you empty your pockets How do you sort your mistakes [...]
Posts Tagged ‘pain’
Collected Perceptions
Posted in Poetry, tagged Aging, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Desire, Ego, Egomaniac, Empath, heartache, heartbreak, Irony, Liar, Loss, Mistakes, pain, Perceptions, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, predator, Reflection, sociopath, Soul, Waste on September 8, 2009 | 20 Comments »
The Dark
Posted in Poetry, tagged Assault, Dance of Death, Darkness, fear, Hunted, Near Death, Out of Body Experience, pain, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Prey, PTSD, survival, Writing on September 7, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Run in the dark Blood pumping Legs pounding Crashing Breath and heart In my ears Waves sounding On the shore Shake me Drowning out All else but the fear of your Insistence Your hands On me Gripping pulling Tightly Your face voice yelling Into mine Sobbing sucking air screaming no Until I collapse Drowning [...]
Faller
Posted in Poetry, tagged Darkness, Destruction, heartache, heartbreak, pain, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, predator, Reflection, Remorseless, Secrets, shadows on August 31, 2009 | 2 Comments »
There was a man Who lived in a wood Of ghosts who whispered and knew They spoke to all The buried truths Of those left roughly hewn
Waiting On Him
Posted in Poetry, tagged betrayal, Desire, Doubt, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Intuition, Liar, lies, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, poems, Poetry, Red Flags, Reflection, Waiting, Wondering on August 31, 2009 | 6 Comments »
She waits Counting hours Days Weeks She’ll wait It’s been a year now She’s waiting For him She stays Counting fears Doubts Assurances He’ll stay For all those tears now She’s staying For him She hates Counting signs Red flags Hunches She hates them There are so many Waiting On him
Just a Kid
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Acceptance, Age, boundaries, Broken Spirit, Choices, Conforming, Control, Darkness, Defiance, dreams, Family, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Individuality, Innocense, Learning, Love, memories, Mistakes, pain, Personal Journey, PTSD, Rebellion, Reflection, Regret, Scars, Soul, Tattoos, Teenagers, Thoughts on August 24, 2009 | 5 Comments »
When you’re a teenager, you think you know everything. You also think you are indestructible. I look at kids that age, and I see children. But once in a while, I see one who also reminds me of me. A certain squint in one eye, a stance, a way of breathing. Not willing to wait, [...]
The Why
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged betrayal, Broken Spirit, Confusion, Darkness, Desire, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Liar, lies, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, Passion, Peace, Personal Journey, predator, Reflection, Selfishness, shadows, sociopath, Soul, Survivor, Thoughts, Trick, truth on August 7, 2009 | 11 Comments »
There is no understanding “Why”. Trying to comprehend, with a compassionate heart, the incomprehensible; the compassionless. It will make you crazy. All that needs understood is more stark and brutal than I like to be, but it is the truth still; there are people in the world who cannot be filled or satisfied. Ever. The [...]
Heartless
Posted in Lyrics, Poetry, tagged Broken, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Depression, Emptiness, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Heartless, Insomnia, Loss, memories, Nightmares, pain, Phobia, poems, Poetry, PTSD, Regret, shadows, Soul, terror, Trauma, Ugly on August 4, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Darkness Calling Darkly, Hauntingly Darkness falls on Broken Holes in me Darkness, Heartless Wanting Let me in Darkness, Darkness Darkness Let me be Darkness Taunts me Tells me ugly Things Darkness Speaks to Remembered emptiness Darkness Whispers Darkness Screams Heartless Darkness Darkness Never leaves Darkness Watching Darkness Always sees Darkness Falls on [...]
Haiku, Too
Posted in Poetry, tagged Brain Pain, Hate, Headache, Miss Demure Restraint, pain, poems, Poetry, PooPoo, truth on May 22, 2009 | 6 Comments »
I too hate haiku haiku, I hate you, haiku So haiku, fuck you
Tough
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Broken, broken heart, Broken Spirit, Compassion, Courage, Darkness, Despair, Determination, Empathy, Encouragement, Friendship, Grief, healing, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loss, Love, Loyalty, pain, Personal, Personal Journey, Reflection, Sorrow, Strangers, Thoughts, Tough Love, truth, Will To Live on May 21, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Tough Love. I know what it means. I know how it feels. I know sometimes you have to care enough to give it. But it’s tough, tough love. And it hurts too. What kind of friend am I? Am I the kind of friend who stands by, longing for you to find your way, wanting [...]
The Ruse
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged betrayal, Broken Spirit, Dog, heartache, heartbreak, Liar, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, Passion, Personal Journey, predator, Reflection, sociopath, Soul, Soul Sucking, The Pride, Trick, truth on April 6, 2009 | 1 Comment »
What greater audience than a woman’s captive heart? And if he loves anything, it is an audience. I think it is the ruse I find most offensive; endless variations of the same old play. However unique each woman, however special the connection, the words still eerily duplicated and the ends nearly identical beneath various [...]