Jess? I found some pictures. Pictures of you. Not the you I once knew. Gone now, the mass of black curls. Gone, the sharp cheekbones women whispered about, the slanted green eyes that pierced so much they frightened people. Gone now the tiny frame of muscle that had lifted me high and twirled with [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Loss’
Jess
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged addiction, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Death, Dope, forgiveness, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loss, Love, memories, Peace, Sorrow on October 21, 2009 | 8 Comments »
Not Your Baby
Posted in Poetry, tagged Broken Spirit, Death, Endings, Finality, heartache, heartbreak, Innocense, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, poems, Poetry, Sadness, Sorrow on October 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’m okay I’ve never been helpless I’m not the baby Anymore Don’t worry I don’t need saved I’ve made it this far On my own I’m all right I never asked for Not your baby All alone Don’t worry I’m okay I was your baby Not anymore
What About Us
Posted in Lyrics, Poetry, tagged Acceptance, Beginnings, dreams, Endings, Fantasy, Goodbyes, Happiness, heartache, heartbreak, Illusion, image, Loss, Love, Personal Journey, Poem, poems, Poetry, Projection, Reality, Reflection, Unattainable on October 18, 2009 | 11 Comments »
What about me Was I what you thought at all Did I live up to your fantasy Did I step up to the call What about you Are you done with me at last Have I used up your imagining Your dream of what is past What about us Have you really seen [...]
Lemonade
Posted in In Their Words, tagged heartache, heartbreak, Loss, Love, Making Lemonade, Marianne Faithfull, Quotes, Relationships, Songs, Thoughts, truth, Words on October 2, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Maybe the most that you can expect from a relationship that goes bad is to come out of it with a few good songs. –Marianne Faithfull
Disclaimer
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Darkness, Gratitude, heartache, Hope, Loss, Love, Lyrics, perception, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Thoughts, truth, Writing on October 2, 2009 | 8 Comments »
The thing is, I’ve never wanted to tell another how to interpret my writing. I want to create it, not define it. I’ve always believed that once I write something, it’s like a picture; it’s however you see it. Just like song is however you hear it. It’s your experience. If I give it to [...]
Twist
Posted in In Their Words, Musings, tagged abuse, addiction, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Control, Darkness, Death, Dope, Guilt, heartache, Illusion, Liar, lies, Loss, Manipulation, predator, Reflection, Scars, Secrets, shadows, sociopath, Suicide, Trick, truth on September 30, 2009 | 9 Comments »
“I’m doing this for you.” –Last words of a sociopath
Collected Perceptions
Posted in Poetry, tagged Aging, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Desire, Ego, Egomaniac, Empath, heartache, heartbreak, Irony, Liar, Loss, Mistakes, pain, Perceptions, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, predator, Reflection, sociopath, Soul, Waste on September 8, 2009 | 20 Comments »
Now that you’ve taken everything Tell me how does it feel to need more Now that you’ve drank your fill Tell me how does it feel to be bored Now that you’ve spent all your time How do you know you’re too late Now when you empty your pockets How do you sort your mistakes [...]
On the Inside
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, Choices, heartache, heartbreak, Intuition, lies, Loss, Love, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Secrets, Sorrow on September 5, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I saw you on the inside From where I used to live I saw you where you hide From my perfect fit I saw the secrets in your heart The ones you’re loath to show I always saw most everything You didn’t let me know I kept the faith we both did pledge I [...]
Injustice
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged betrayal, Breaking Silence, Darkness, heartache, heartbreak, Liar, lies, Loss, Personal Journey, predator, redemption, Reflection, Secrets, shadows, Silence, Speaking Out, truth on August 31, 2009 | 2 Comments »
What are you going to do? Arrest me? I’ve been myself for this long now, how could you think I would stop? And I never could stand injustice. It’s been said that when I believe in something, I’m like a dog with a bone. Not the most flattering analogy, but likely true. In fact, I [...]
Waiting On Him
Posted in Poetry, tagged betrayal, Desire, Doubt, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Intuition, Liar, lies, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, poems, Poetry, Red Flags, Reflection, Waiting, Wondering on August 31, 2009 | 6 Comments »
She waits Counting hours Days Weeks She’ll wait It’s been a year now She’s waiting For him She stays Counting fears Doubts Assurances He’ll stay For all those tears now She’s staying For him She hates Counting signs Red flags Hunches She hates them There are so many Waiting On him