I rescued them from a terrible fate. Who else was going to do it? The quarter was in my pocket anyway; what good is a quarter? I knew someone had loved them, once. Maybe someone would love them again. God knows, I already did, but we just weren’t a fit. For a quarter, I was [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Longing’
Frye Boots Calling, Part 2: Bye-Bye, Small Frye’s
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Boots, Campus Boot, Collecting, Coveting, Desire, Found Objects, Frye Boots, Frye's, Longing, Love, Salvage, Shoes, Vintage Boots, Wondering on October 24, 2009 | 18 Comments »
Not Your Baby
Posted in Poetry, tagged Broken Spirit, Death, Endings, Finality, heartache, heartbreak, Innocense, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, poems, Poetry, Sadness, Sorrow on October 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’m okay I’ve never been helpless I’m not the baby Anymore Don’t worry I don’t need saved I’ve made it this far On my own I’m all right I never asked for Not your baby All alone Don’t worry I’m okay I was your baby Not anymore
My Bat
Posted in Poetry, tagged Animals, Bats, Beauty, Chills, Darkness, Longing, Love, Nature, Nocturnal, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Secrets, shadows, terror, Thoughts, Unseen, Visitors, Wondering on October 8, 2009 | 10 Comments »
I must confess You give a chill To flutter by my head Your inky form Causes a thrill Of shudders in my bed I will admit You have a way Of mesmerizing me With jerky flight I’m hypnotized By something I can’t see I can’t deny I long to know What calls you [...]
One of the Shes
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, betrayal, Brainwash, Control, Darkness, Deception, Desire, heartache, heartbreak, Isolation, Liar, Loneliness, Longing, Love, Manipulation, Mindfuck, Mindfuckery, poems, Poetry, Pride, Reflection, Waiting on September 30, 2009 | 10 Comments »
One of the Shes She’s got it so bad She’s counting the seasons She’ll take to be had She’s one of the Shes He’s leaving behind He’s giving her notice But taking his time One of the Shes She’s falling in stride She’s counting her reasons She’s standing in line She’s one of the [...]
Intellectual
Posted in In Their Words, Musings, tagged Answers, Blues, Feelings, Ideas, Intellectual, Janis, Janis Joplin, Loneliness, Lonely, Longing, Music, Personal Journey, Questions, Quotes, Reflection, Searching, Thoughts, truth on September 5, 2009 | 4 Comments »
“Being an intellectual creates a lot of questions and no answers. You can fill your life up with ideas and still go home lonely. All you really have that really matters are feelings. That’s what music is to me.” –Janis Joplin
Waiting On Him
Posted in Poetry, tagged betrayal, Desire, Doubt, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Intuition, Liar, lies, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, poems, Poetry, Red Flags, Reflection, Waiting, Wondering on August 31, 2009 | 6 Comments »
She waits Counting hours Days Weeks She’ll wait It’s been a year now She’s waiting For him She stays Counting fears Doubts Assurances He’ll stay For all those tears now She’s staying For him She hates Counting signs Red flags Hunches She hates them There are so many Waiting On him
Frye Boots Calling
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged American Made, Boots, Campus Boot, Collecting, Coveting, Desire, Found Objects, Frye Boots, Frye's, Longing, Love, Lust, reusing, Shoes, Trends, Vintage Boots on August 17, 2009 | 32 Comments »
She saw them first. She always sees them first. I stared at the rows of over-used shoes, dismal looking in their states of seen-better-days; walked-over heels and cracked leather, if lucky enough to be leather at all. Most bent and arched with the inner imprints of someone else’s feet, the weight of their bodies and their [...]
Be True
Posted in In Their Words, tagged Art, Authenticity, Compromise, Conforming, Conviction, Creating, dreams, Failure, fear, Hope, Individuality, Longing, Passion, Peace, Personal Journey, Quotes, Reflection, Respect, Risk, Self Confidence, Self defeat, Self Respect, Self Worth, Success, Taking Chances, Thoughts, Trust, truth, Yearning on August 16, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Don’t compromise yourself. You are all you’ve got.–Janis Joplin Don’t listen to those who say, “It’s not done that way.” Maybe it’s not, but maybe you will. Don’t listen to those who say, “You’re taking too big a chance.” Michelangelo would have painted the Sistine floor, and it would surely be rubbed out by [...]
Just Be
Posted in Poetry, tagged Broken, Broken Spirit, dreams, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, image, Longing, Loss, Notes, Passion, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Regret, Remorse, Second Chances, Starting Over, Thoughts, Waiting, Wondering, Yearning on August 9, 2009 | 10 Comments »
Today. Begin. Everything You’ve worked for Imagined Dreamt Longed after Mourned Today. Now. Whatever You had pictured Envisioned Slept on Chased after Sorrowed for This day. Stop. Whoever You’ve projected Pretended Posed as Run from Scorned Today. Just live. What are you still running from? Waiting for? This is not a [...]
The Why
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged betrayal, Broken Spirit, Confusion, Darkness, Desire, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Liar, lies, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, pain, Passion, Peace, Personal Journey, predator, Reflection, Selfishness, shadows, sociopath, Soul, Survivor, Thoughts, Trick, truth on August 7, 2009 | 11 Comments »
There is no understanding “Why”. Trying to comprehend, with a compassionate heart, the incomprehensible; the compassionless. It will make you crazy. All that needs understood is more stark and brutal than I like to be, but it is the truth still; there are people in the world who cannot be filled or satisfied. Ever. The [...]