You see now. I didn’t know it would be like this. Who in their right mind would have ever taken it on had they known? I didn’t know the thing would follow me here. I thought I was safe from its nose, always sniffing the wind and watching for movement, any movement. I hid in [...]
Posts Tagged ‘heartbreak’
You See Now…
Posted in Fiction, Musings, tagged addiction, Beauty, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, fear, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Horror, Love, Passion, Personal Journey, predator, redemption, Secrets, shadows, Sorrow, terror, Waiting on May 16, 2011 | 2 Comments »
Jess
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged addiction, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Death, Dope, forgiveness, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loss, Love, memories, Peace, Sorrow on October 21, 2009 | 8 Comments »
Jess? I found some pictures. Pictures of you. Not the you I once knew. Gone now, the mass of black curls. Gone, the sharp cheekbones women whispered about, the slanted green eyes that pierced so much they frightened people. Gone now the tiny frame of muscle that had lifted me high and twirled with [...]
Not Your Baby
Posted in Poetry, tagged Broken Spirit, Death, Endings, Finality, heartache, heartbreak, Innocense, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, poems, Poetry, Sadness, Sorrow on October 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’m okay I’ve never been helpless I’m not the baby Anymore Don’t worry I don’t need saved I’ve made it this far On my own I’m all right I never asked for Not your baby All alone Don’t worry I’m okay I was your baby Not anymore
What About Us
Posted in Lyrics, Poetry, tagged Acceptance, Beginnings, dreams, Endings, Fantasy, Goodbyes, Happiness, heartache, heartbreak, Illusion, image, Loss, Love, Personal Journey, Poem, poems, Poetry, Projection, Reality, Reflection, Unattainable on October 18, 2009 | 11 Comments »
What about me Was I what you thought at all Did I live up to your fantasy Did I step up to the call What about you Are you done with me at last Have I used up your imagining Your dream of what is past What about us Have you really seen [...]
Mess of Dreams
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, Age, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Dope, dreams, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loneliness, Love, memories, memory, Mirror, Personal Journey, Pictures, Poem, poems, Poetry, redemption, Reflection, Solace, Sorrow, Soul, Youth on October 17, 2009 | 7 Comments »
I stumbled onto you A picture, no less In fact there were three Grinning in one Head thrown back Softness apparent New to me Black shades the next Guitar aimed Like an arrow At her heart But the last The soul heavy tired eyes I remember these Even now So old [...]
The Devil Without Horns
Posted in Poetry, tagged Angels, Darkness, Devil, fear, heartache, heartbreak, labels, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Scorn, shadows, Soul, stereotypes, The Devil, Trick, truth on October 3, 2009 | 7 Comments »
No, you would have shunned her Had she not Ever scornful Of innocence It was the contrast You dug Ever the enigma Of labels You couldn’t pin her Down Not really Even as she tried To define herself She proved this Even as she swore Undying loyalty Ever yours You knew She [...]
Lemonade
Posted in In Their Words, tagged heartache, heartbreak, Loss, Love, Making Lemonade, Marianne Faithfull, Quotes, Relationships, Songs, Thoughts, truth, Words on October 2, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Maybe the most that you can expect from a relationship that goes bad is to come out of it with a few good songs. –Marianne Faithfull
One of the Shes
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, betrayal, Brainwash, Control, Darkness, Deception, Desire, heartache, heartbreak, Isolation, Liar, Loneliness, Longing, Love, Manipulation, Mindfuck, Mindfuckery, poems, Poetry, Pride, Reflection, Waiting on September 30, 2009 | 10 Comments »
One of the Shes She’s got it so bad She’s counting the seasons She’ll take to be had She’s one of the Shes He’s leaving behind He’s giving her notice But taking his time One of the Shes She’s falling in stride She’s counting her reasons She’s standing in line She’s one of the [...]
Collected Perceptions
Posted in Poetry, tagged Aging, betrayal, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Desire, Ego, Egomaniac, Empath, heartache, heartbreak, Irony, Liar, Loss, Mistakes, pain, Perceptions, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, predator, Reflection, sociopath, Soul, Waste on September 8, 2009 | 20 Comments »
Now that you’ve taken everything Tell me how does it feel to need more Now that you’ve drank your fill Tell me how does it feel to be bored Now that you’ve spent all your time How do you know you’re too late Now when you empty your pockets How do you sort your mistakes [...]
On the Inside
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, Choices, heartache, heartbreak, Intuition, lies, Loss, Love, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Secrets, Sorrow on September 5, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I saw you on the inside From where I used to live I saw you where you hide From my perfect fit I saw the secrets in your heart The ones you’re loath to show I always saw most everything You didn’t let me know I kept the faith we both did pledge I [...]