okay, kalei, try this and think about it a bit: every day, take a moment to breathe very deeply. and then reach deep down into yourself- that part of you, you love about you, and just be there for a few moments. every day. deep, loving breathes welling up from the deepest, loveliest, sweetest, strongest, [...]
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What People Will See
Posted in In Their Words, Letters, Musings, tagged Aging, Beauty, Cosmetics, Darkness, Face, Grief, Healer, Health, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, image, Inner beauty, Love, Makeup, Natural, Peace, Personal, Personal Journey, predator, Protection, Reflection, Self Image, Self Protection, Skin, Skin Care, Soul, Thoughts, truth, Wisdom, Wise Woman, Wise Women, Wondering on May 23, 2009 | 18 Comments »
What Do You Want People to See?
Posted in In Their Words, Letters, Musings, tagged Aging, Beauty, Cosmetics, Darkness, Face, Grief, Healer, Health, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, image, Inner beauty, Love, Makeup, Natural, Peace, Personal, Personal Journey, predator, Protection, Reflection, Self Image, Self Protection, Skin, Skin Care, Soul, Thoughts, truth, Wisdom, Wise Woman, Wise Women, Wondering on May 23, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Maggie, Interesting question to my own question, and I’ll to answer it. What is it that I would like people to see? I guess just me. Not dry, stressed out skin, or makeup, all though I have no problem with make up. I just don’t like it much when it’s what you see when [...]
Landmines
Posted in Letters, Musings, tagged Cur, Insidious, Landmines, Liar, Scavenger, Stealing From Lions, Stray Dog, Thoughts, Trick, truth on March 28, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’d like to say I am unaware of your increasingly obvious presence in my little world. But you would never settle for that. And as you make yourself more and more impossible to ignore, or at least observe from a distance, I find myself fighting a strong urge to reach into the monitor and slap [...]
After All
Posted in Letters, Musings, tagged Conscience, Craziness, Danger, Defending Your Psyche, Detachment, healing, heartache, heartbreak, Humanity, Intrigue, Love, perception, Personal Journey, Pity, Rae, Respect, Scars, Self Protection, sociopath, Survivor, Trick on September 30, 2008 | 2 Comments »
And after all that…I feel slightly shamed for my sharpness about him. Is he a monster? He was certainly the vehicle for one. Still, I have tried to not become one who hates, or is vindictive–even in spirit. I should feel sad for him–and I used to. A great danger for me–feeling sorry for him. [...]
Why I Never Told You
Posted in Letters, tagged addiction, Dope, Exploitation, Full Circle, Loss, redemption, Runaway, White Slaver on September 26, 2008 | 3 Comments »
The guy who showed me needles first, did Dilaudid with me. Or, I did it with him. And I did whatever he said, anyway. I was 16, he was 34. He scooped me up, a runaway. He had the perfect cocktail of dope designed just for me, kept me in a perfect stupor. Then [...]
Stealing Lines
Posted in Letters, Musings, tagged Rae, Rants, Reflection, Thoughts on September 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
For shit’s sake–I always knew he would steal that too. I must be honest here–and not out of spite….I do not enjoy his writing. So beyond a cursory look, with focus on the obviously of interest to me [not so much] I had not bothered to read his words in any detail at all. I never [...]
Into Oblivion
Posted in Letters, Musings, tagged addiction, Grief, heartache, Heroin, Loss, Love, Oblivion, truth on August 31, 2008 | 4 Comments »
She died last week. I think she was just a few years older than myself. The word on the street is she’s been doing it with them. The same “them” your husband’s hanging around with. Now a few of them have given you confirmation of what they’ve all been doing. As you yourself told [...]
One More Thought
Posted in Letters, tagged healing, heart, heartache, heartbreak, Love, Rae on August 28, 2008 | 5 Comments »
One more thought: I stopped trying to get the person out of my heart. Finally, the pain of them being there, and just living with it, was less than the pain of fighting my heart. It’s ok to love. I could not kill my heart, tho I wanted to cut it out of me my [...]
Rae
Posted in Letters, tagged boundaries, crazymaking, discernment, heartache, instincts, judgement, perception, Rae, truth on August 28, 2008 | 3 Comments »
Rae– I needed to add one more thing here, but was unsure how to last night. Regarding your words-”In my head I know it was all a ruse, but my heart still wants so badly for it to have been real.” These were the words I fell asleep staring at, unable to articulate a response, [...]
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