I rescued them from a terrible fate. Who else was going to do it? The quarter was in my pocket anyway; what good is a quarter? I knew someone had loved them, once. Maybe someone would love them again. God knows, I already did, but we just weren’t a fit.
For a quarter, I was willing [...]
Archive for October, 2009
Bye-Bye, Small Frye’s
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Boots, Campus Boot, Collecting, Coveting, Desire, Found Objects, Frye Boots, Frye's, Longing, Love, Salvage, Shoes, Vintage Boots, Wondering on October 24, 2009 | 8 Comments »
Jess
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged addiction, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Death, Dope, forgiveness, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loss, Love, memories, Peace, Sorrow on October 21, 2009 | 6 Comments »
Jess?
I found some pictures. Pictures of you.
Not the you I once knew. Gone now, the mass of black curls. Gone, the sharp cheekbones women whispered about, the slanted green eyes that pierced so much they frightened people. Gone now the tiny frame of muscle that had lifted me high and twirled with such frenzy as [...]
Lies
Posted in In Their Words, Musings, tagged discernment, Fame, Liar, lies, Mindlessness, Personal Journey, Philosophy, Quotes, Reflection, Thoughts, Trick, truth on October 20, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Do not consider it proof just because it is written in books, for a liar who will deceive with his tongue will not hesitate to do the same with his pen.
Maimonides
Not Your Baby
Posted in Poetry, tagged Broken Spirit, Death, Endings, Finality, heartache, heartbreak, Innocense, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, poems, Poetry, Sadness, Sorrow on October 20, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I’m okay
I’ve never been helpless
I’m not the baby
Anymore
Don’t worry
I don’t need saved
I’ve made it this far
On my own
I’m all right
I never asked for
Not your baby
All alone
Don’t worry
I’m okay
I was your baby
Not anymore
What About Us
Posted in Lyrics, Poetry, tagged Acceptance, Beginnings, dreams, Endings, Fantasy, Goodbyes, Happiness, heartache, heartbreak, Illusion, image, Loss, Love, Personal Journey, Poem, poems, Poetry, Projection, Reality, Reflection, Unattainable on October 18, 2009 | 11 Comments »
What about me
Was I what you thought at all
Did I live up to your fantasy
Did I step up to the call
What about you
Are you done with me at last
Have I used up your imagining
Your dream of what is past
What about us
Have you really seen me yet
Aren’t I someone after all
You never really met
What about us
What [...]
Creative Blogger Award 2009
Posted in In Their Words, Musings, Poetry, Prose, Uncategorized, tagged Blogger Awards, Blogging, Peer Awards, Personal Journey, poems, Poetry, Thanks Alot, Weird, Writing on October 18, 2009 | 19 Comments »
Hey y’all.
I want to start with saying this will be my very first time writing an entry here that is addressed directly to whoever my readers happen to be [I know I know a few, but hey, I can’t see everything]. It will also be the very first time I will write in real-time pertaining [...]
Mess of Dreams
Posted in Poetry, tagged addiction, Age, Beauty, Broken Spirit, Darkness, Dope, dreams, heartache, heartbreak, Hope, Loneliness, Love, memories, memory, Mirror, Personal Journey, Pictures, Poem, poems, Poetry, redemption, Reflection, Solace, Sorrow, Soul, Youth on October 17, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I stumbled onto you
A picture, no less
In fact there were three
Grinning in one
Head thrown back
Softness apparent
New to me
Black shades the next
Guitar aimed
Like an arrow
At her heart
But the last
The soul heavy tired eyes
I remember these
Even now
So old
For so young
A man
The one thing I never got
When I wrote this
The lines etch now
Just like yours
And I wonder why
I [...]
My Bat
Posted in Poetry, tagged Animals, Bats, Beauty, Chills, Darkness, Longing, Love, Nature, Nocturnal, poems, Poetry, Reflection, Secrets, shadows, terror, Thoughts, Unseen, Visitors, Wondering on October 8, 2009 | 10 Comments »
I must confess
You give a chill
To flutter by my head
Your inky form
Causes a thrill
Of shudders in my bed
I will admit
You have a way
Of mesmerizing me
With jerky flight
I’m hypnotized
By something I can’t see
I can’t deny
I long to know
What calls you to my side
Your circled flight
Can only show
You find yourself yet shy
Red Barn
Posted in Musings, Prose, tagged Auction, Auctioneers, Caller, Carnival Glass, Cobwebs, Depression Glass, False Teeth, Glass, Good Clean Fun, humor, Snobbery, Treasure on October 7, 2009 | 4 Comments »
The rafters have never been dusted. If you look up too much, imagining great strings of ancient cobweb-matter landing on your face starts to feel less imaginary and more inevitable.
The PA system causes migraines.
The seating is grab-yer-own cushion and plop down on risers. Someone always sits next to me eating a smelly hamburger that drips, and [...]
Realizations and Reminders #3
Posted in Musings, tagged Blogging, Realizations, Reflection, Reminders, Search Terms, Thoughts, Two Things I Learned Today, Weird on October 3, 2009 | 18 Comments »
Two things I learned today:
#1
If at any time in the course of your blogs’ life, you include a post with the words “boots” and “fetish” in the same piece, you will be haunted by weird and painful to ponder search terms for the duration of your blogs’ life, daily, with or without said words in title.
If [...]