What makes sense?
Nothing makes sense, in a way.
Like many, I sift, process, sort. Matching what I knew and believed with all my heart, against the stark facts of reality shown me.
Against my Heart.
My heart against my Heart?
No, not against the heart I knew and which had lead me all my life. Not the one that [...]
Archive for May 12th, 2009
My Heart
Posted in Musings, tagged Broken, Broken Spirit, Grief, heart, heartache, heartbreak, Logic, Loneliness, Longing, Loss, Love, Musings, Passion, Peace, perception, Personal, Personal Journey, Reality, Reflection, Soul, Thoughts, truth on May 12, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Do I Forgive You?
Posted in Poetry, tagged abuse, Agony, betrayal, Broken, Broken Spirit, Child Abuse, Darkness, Death, fear, forgiveness, Hate, heartache, heartbreak, Hell, Love, memories, Peace, Personal Journey, Poem, poems, Poetry, predator, redemption, Reflection, Soul on May 12, 2009 | 10 Comments »
Do I forgive you?
Do I?
Do I really?
Hate you
I loved you
I wished you dead
A little girl
I knew even then
Shocked into knowing
Nothing would stop you
Only the ash and dust
You finally became
Dead
You are dead
So many years now
Hate you
Loved you
Wished you dead
When I heard
Satisfaction
Did not come
Instead
I saw you
Lifted
I saw you
Clean
And whole
Free
I sent my wish
Of redemption
Up
I did not look
To the [...]